Bye my love

I don’t think anyone can understand how much he means to me… (Not even I can!) I don’t even know him. It’s freaking me out!

But I just feel so lost and empty now when he’s gone… I have been sad all day and I just feel like crap.
I can’t set words on my feelings but I think I’m in some cind of depression or something… I don’t know.
The only thing I know it that I hate my self for not doing anything. Now it’s to late.

Today I have cried a lot! It still feels like I can cry all night without running out off tears!

Sorry friends for all the crying and shit today. Some of you might think I’m overreacting but it’s all real tears off sadness.

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